A Sleepy Afternoon

This weekend at Miss Carrie's was amazing. we all went to a party at a local kink community member's house on friday night which ended up turning bad, as coke was a terrible idea for people to indulge in. it amazes me how much more self control i, a 19 year old girl, has than people around 30 years old. At home on saturday, i wore a diaper for the first time. i was a bit doubtful about how much i would acctually like regressing and acting like a little, but as i was curled around ashe, snuggled tightly into his armpit and holding hands with Miss and sucking on a pacifier,i felt completely happy. as i fell asleap, i had one of the best naps ive had in a long time. i feel content with my Mistress and look forward to more creative scenes and situations. i feel a bit worried that either i dont think im as strong as She does, or that She has higher expectations than i can meet pain wise.