A Humbling Experiance

I could have saved on gas money and just stayed home. i said that when faced with the implication that Misstress wasent going to play with me when She said earlier She was, it made me a bit dissapointed and bratty, but in reality, even if she had sent me home, i still enjoy going over there. i enjoy learning about Miss carrie and ashe's backstorys, hearing the drama going on in the kink community and broadening my perspective on kink and power relationships. even if W/we never played, id still walk away knowing more than just reading could teach me. plus, the two of them are awesome to be around, i feel myself falling just a little bit further under my Mistresses spell, relaxing under her minstrations and accepting She will know whats best for me.i truely beleive She will keep me safe and with my trust issues, She is the quickest i have ever trust someone and that is saying something.